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Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:56:08 GMT

new home: click.

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Sun, 09 May 2004 00:30:31 GMT

..."its over," she thinks as she breathes a soft sigh of relief.

on a totally different note:

there are two sides to every story... Boy: I saw her today Girl: I saw him today Boy: It seems like it’s been forever Girl: I wonder if he still cares Boy: She looks better than before Girl: I couldn't help staring at him Boy: I asked her how things were going Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend Boy: I'd choose her over any girl I'm with Girl: He's probably really happy now Boy: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry Girl: He couldn't even look at me Boy: I told her I missed her Girl: He doesn't miss me Boy: I meant it Girl: He didn't mean it Boy: I love her Girl: He loves his new girlfriend Boy: I held her for the last time Girl: He gave me a friendly hug Boy: Then I went home and cried Girl: Then I went home and cried Boy: I lost her Girl: I love him

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 02:30:04 GMT

                  "GOD OF CREATION"
                                          [the] David Crowder Band

It's the way Your stars shine,
     Sometimes so bright I swear I could hear

It's the way Your moonlight,
      Falls on this mountain lake so clear

It's the way Your sunshine
      Paints Your evening sky, and

It's the way Your rain falls
       To sing me to sleep at night and

I fall, I fall into You

God of creation, take my breath away
God of the heavens, in this very space 
God of creation, take my breath away
God of the heavens, in this very space

It's the way You lead me,
      The way we walk by Your waters still, and

It's the way You hold me,
      The way You've felt all that I feel, and

It's the way You touch me
       The way You know when it's needed most, and

It's the way You form Your word
       On my heart while I rest in You

Carry me away

God of creation, take my breath away
God of the heavens, in this very space 
God of creation, take my breath away
God of the heavens, in this very space

You enter suddenly and I am lost again
Inside the majesty, oh I am lost again
And You come suddenly, 'cause I am lost again
Inside the mystery, oh I am lost again
I am lost again
Inside the majesty 
Inside the mystery

Chorus [4x]

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there's nothing in this world that cant be righted with Him

/edits; happy st. patty's day [;<

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 22:23:54 GMT

burned. cold. burned by the fire. cold embers. didnt hurt. shocked i could feel. numb. asleep. gone. fingers. tendrils. reach out to touch. falling too short. always. too short. cant reach. the flames. they lick. closer each time. still. too short. cant touch. cant. try, they do. so hard. only to fall short each time. burning. the fire dares not go out. the inky darkness swallows it up. burning.

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 18:12:59 GMT

i've been seeing this everywhere, and it just... really got to me. yea. ;D

                                   happy moments: praise God
                                    difficult moments: seek God
                                   quiet moments: worship God
                                     painful moments: trust God
                                      every moment: thank God

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:24:21 GMT

Life of Agony - Whispers

You probably heard all about it
You probably heard every word
It didn't take long for them to spread it
It didn't take long to spread the word

You can whisper if you want to
You can call me shat you will
You can cower in your corner
Or you can say it to my grill

Smiles come from the fake ones
They'll pretend to be your friend
They'll cut you down just to have fun
Then kiss your ass to make amends

And I wish I may and I wish I might...

You never know who really starts it
You never know who's talking shit
In the end it doesn't matter
Cause in the end, they're all on your list

And I wish I may and I wish I might...

. . . such a great song [: which holds such truth. . .

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 20:05:53 GMT

[ repeat post from january 6th... ]

i need a reason to smile; to be able to let go and believe all things will turn out wonderful in the end.

tickle me softly with your razorblade
open that can of gasoline
pour it over me and set me afire
gently, those flames caress
light me from the inside out
. . . this warm feeling i get nowhere else

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 22:31:19 GMT

this is kinda late, but happy 17th angela i've known you since.. 3rd grade? that's longest out of all the buddies who i am still in touch with to this day.. you're such a great friend.. thanks for being my sister in Christ, my other half & just a beautiful person inside and out. its sad how we've grown apart, but know that i'll always be there for you. i love you, angie

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 18:21:12 GMT

so many things are changing.. it makes me wonder if anything will stay the same.

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 00:18:32 GMT

my world is frozen. the cold isolates, separates, kills. alone, ignored. forget this here, just live on . just a mannequin controlled by the puppet master anyways. what am i to you?

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going to school, i can no longer feel my toes, despite the 2 layers of socks & pants & multiple layers on top.. ugh. started finals this week, so there goes any semblance of sleep -_-;; being insanely busy has its benefits and its disadvantages. ble ckkkk .. yea. the cold has probably gotten to my brain and turned that into mushy brain cream..
usually, i'd be happy that i have a 3-day weekend but due to all these assignments im unable to enjoy this lovely vacay.. i know i've been saying this alot, but heck.. someone, please, pull that bullet through my [choose a vital organ] and let the insanity stop..

other than that..